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[02 Aug 2006|04:56am]
I've realized that I wouldn't want to date a pathetic psychotic bitch either.
So this marks the end of this fucking insanity. I'm done with it.
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[01 Jul 2006|05:04pm]
You know I thug 'em, fuck 'em, love 'em, leave 'em
'cause I don't fuckin' need 'em.
Keep 'em out the hood, keep 'em lookin' good,
but I don't fuckin' feed 'em.
First time they fuss I'm breezin'.
Talk about what's the reason.
I'm a pimp in every sense of the word, bitch.
Better trust or believe 'em.
In the cut where I keep 'em,
'till I need a nut, 'till I need to be the guts.
Then it's "beep beep" and I'm pickin' up 'em,
let 'em play with the dick in the truck.
Many chicks wanna put Jigga's fists in cuffs,
divorce him and split his bucks.
Just because you got good head I'ma break bread
so you can be livin' it up?
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[21 Jun 2006|03:47pm]
I want to fucking destroy myself. There is no more point to me living anymore. There's only one thing I care about. I know that's unhealthy, but there's nothing I can do about that. When I lay in my bed screaming at the top of my lungs, my Dad says it's so loud that the entire neighborhood can hear. When he's in the back yard mowing the lawn, he has to come in and scream at me because it's so fucking frightening. All I can do is just scream at him and cry and wail and tell him that I hate him. I've never told my father that I hated him before. I don't hate him. But he wouldn't leave me alone. I just want everyone to leave me alone, except Janan. All I want is for her to love me. But she doesn't even care. She's the only person in the entire world who knows how fucking excruciating it is to feel this way. And although she knows that simply fucking telling me that she loves me would make it better, she refuses. I want to fucking die, I want to fucking die. I'm screaming at the top of my lungs right now as I'm typing this. I can't even see the fucking screen. My throat and head are killing me. I want to fucking drive a thousand nails into my skull. I want this to stop. I want this to fucking stop. I'm so fucking insane now that I can't even hide it from anyone. I don't want to advertise my fucking insanity. I've just fucking lost it all. All I ever fucking do is lay in bed and thrash my body around making loud gutteral, satanic sounding noises and scream things to Janan that she can't possibly hear. She never calls me and rarely answers the phone when I call her. She ignores my calls and messages. She'd rather hang out with idiots than me. All I want to do is lay in bed with her all day, cuddling. Just knowing that she cares a little. But I can't have that and it's killing me. I want to fucking die I want to die. Please please please. Someone fucking help me. I love her so much. I don't understand what I've done. I don't think anyone deserves this.
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[06 Jun 2006|08:10am]
AWWW I LOVE YOU, SATAN!
6/6/06!<33333333333333

Lucifer=bff.
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lolololololmaoroflol [04 Feb 2006|07:04pm]
[ mood | gay! ]

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